Dear little baby Wang,

This is the first of many letters to come, to you. I have made a New Year's Resolution to write on our blog more, and to write about my pregnancy so you will be able to read it later. I want you to always know how much your parents love you, and the joy you have been in our lives, even from the very beginning. I love you so much already, and want you to have the best life possible. I want you to know that I will always be here to protect you, love you, laugh with you, cry with you and be your best friend. You have such a good dad. He loves you so much, and has already made great sacrifices to make a better life for you when you come. You have so many people who love you and want to spoil you the second you arrive, and already are. We all cannot wait to meet you.

Here is a little update on how you're growing. Yesterday for the first time I felt you kick. :) It was painful, you soccer kicked my rib, but I loved it and hope I get to feel you kicking around a lot more. :) My stomach has grown quite a bit this week, and it is supposed to grow even more in the weeks coming up. My pregnancy app says that you will double in size in the next couple weeks. I am already feeling so huge and I can't believe that I still have 5 more months of you growing. I hope I am just fat, and that you aren't a huge baby. If you are though, I am sure I will forgive you very quickly when you arrive. :) Next week on Monday the 9th we will find out officially what you are. I cannot wait, and am worried we might go broke after finding out. Your dad hasn't let me buy anything for you yet really, so I will be really excited to be able to buy clothes and things for you. I cannot wait.

I haven't been feeling great today. My medicine for the heartburn, and cramping in my stomach ran out while we were in Arizona so I wasn't feeling very good the last couple days, and I just barely got more so it's taking me a little while to get back to normal. I stayed home from work today since I wasn't feeling well, but I have been doing way better lately. My first trimester was a hard one I was really sick the whole time, and the only thing that comforted me was seeing your ultrasound at my appointments. It's mostly been rough having work and school at the same time, but I am going to be done working soon and this is my last semester of school, so I will get to enjoy just being a mommy. I cannot wait!! I love you so much, and I will write again soon.

Love, Mommy